I’ve been of the mindset that no one is coming for me, that I’m on my own and it’s for the best. Love seems too stressful anyway. But you’re a constant reminder that one day love will come and it will find me. Thank you for this.
Ooof...right in the gut. Here I am convincing myself I’m perfectly happy by myself...except for those dreams I have where someone arrives and isn’t scared to love me despite me being me and I suddenly feel something again....this reminds me that there is still a subtle nagging in my soul to keep hoping, even though my logical brain says NO THANK YOU.
I feel the comments here so much. I haven’t dated in 6 years and truly am at peace alone. I don’t stress and I actually enjoy it but there is sometimes that “well that’s nice for them” feeling when you see others in love. I often feel so many things in life are better shared but I also don’t know if that needs to be a lover.. or maybe I just don’t have hope for myself? I guess we continue on.. just wait and see..
I’ve been of the mindset that no one is coming for me, that I’m on my own and it’s for the best. Love seems too stressful anyway. But you’re a constant reminder that one day love will come and it will find me. Thank you for this.
One day it will, it's on the way now, I know this. I really do.
Ooof...right in the gut. Here I am convincing myself I’m perfectly happy by myself...except for those dreams I have where someone arrives and isn’t scared to love me despite me being me and I suddenly feel something again....this reminds me that there is still a subtle nagging in my soul to keep hoping, even though my logical brain says NO THANK YOU.
It'll always be there, and I do believe when the right one comes, all things quiet, and we feel calm.
I feel the comments here so much. I haven’t dated in 6 years and truly am at peace alone. I don’t stress and I actually enjoy it but there is sometimes that “well that’s nice for them” feeling when you see others in love. I often feel so many things in life are better shared but I also don’t know if that needs to be a lover.. or maybe I just don’t have hope for myself? I guess we continue on.. just wait and see..
You're doing it precisely right, staying whole no matter what. You're amazing, and I do believe there's even more in store.
Beautiful poem, you nailed it. Reading your emails in the morning is a strong way to start my day. 💜
THAT means everything! The goal for me was to create a morning ritual for people to feel centered, calm, hopeful.