Signal Fire by Tyler Knott Gregson
Signal Fire by Tyler Knott Gregson
Ink On Canvas Flesh | 8.21.22
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For literally thousands of years, human beings have been doing something to their bodies that I truly believe only just recently (on the scale of all things, of course) begun to be truly accepted. That thing: Tattoos. As you know, if you’ve stuck around these parts for any particular period of time, I’m a very fond aficionado of tattoos, and I have on my body more than I could even begin to count. I love them all, I wouldn’t change them for the world, and I cannot wait to grow old with them, even as they blur and soften, change shape and color. What has fascinated me, however, is why we, the collective we who have sat there willingly while a needle is repeatedly drilled into the surface of our skin, do this, and how long we’ve been doing it for. So, I did some investigating, I did some researching, and what I found made me even more fascinated, and gave birth to even more questions.

For a long, long while, scientists that get paid to ask questions just like these, believed that the earliest known civilizations to actually tattoo the human body were the Egyptians. As tombs were excavated and mummies unwrapped, they started seeing evidence of all sorts of ink staining the shriveled flesh of everyone from pharaohs to those forced to build the pyramids. Some of these dated as far back as 2000 B.C. and so scientists proudly declared tattoos to be that old, about 4,000 years give or take. As hypotheses are want to do, not too long ago they were proven wrong, all because of an Iceman buried and discovered on the border of Italy and Austria. One find, and instantly it was determined that the first scientists were off by about 1,000 years. The Iceman, it turned out, was over 5,200 years old. Is there a possibility that the first person to piss their mom off by tattooing their body did so even earlier? Yes, absolutely. Until then, we’re just going to have to celebrate the fact that for over 5,000 years, human beings have been voluntarily (mostly, I’m guessing, although many tattoos in history have infamously been given for nefarious reasons) submitting themselves to pain and permanency all in the name of this beautiful form of art. What a thing.

A rad little tidbit you may not know, the word “tattoo” actually comes from the Samoan word “tatau” which was an onomatopoeia for the sounds that were made when turtle shells tapped boar’s teeth loaded with ink into the flesh. Now you know.

Nevertheless, tattoos over these 6,000 years have been for a wide range of reasons. From fertility and rejuvenation for Egyptian women, to prisoner identification in China, to the genocidal labeling from Hitler and his asshole cronies, to the Maori people using them to identify their rank, their skills, and their ancestry, to drunk people stumbling into some dark parlor and stumbling out with something they’ll regret years later on the small of their back, and a million reasons in between, tattoos have represented it all. We could spend hours discussing all of the different reasons people get tattooed, and I hope that in the comment section of this post, all of you who do have tattoos will sound off on what they mean to you, but for now, I’ll just stick with the reasons that have led to me getting tattooed to get that conversation rolling.

For me, tattoos are memories. Tattoos are placeholders, they are bookmarks, they are highlighted sentences of a life. For me, they all add up to meaning something else, and every single time I see them, I remember. Tattoos mark significant occasions — I have one for people in my life I’ve lost, I have them for each different book I’ve had published, I have them for places that took my breath away — and they bring me back to exactly where I was, exactly who I was when I received them. I got my first as a dare with my best friend, Greg, when we were only 18 years old. The parlor that did it was terrifying, she tattooed far too deep and left scar tissue that later had to be tattooed over and broken up (ouch, really ouch, trust me) before it could be fixed and covered up by a much bigger, more meaningful tattoo to me. I am tattooed all over my body, from my fingertips to my shins, and strangely, I’ve never been one for giant pieces, instead opting for the more ‘stamp’ like tattoo style where each memory gets its own place, its own reason. I have letters from my typewriter, I have Ogham letters from the ancient Celtic language, I have swallows and ravens, lightning bolts and storm clouds, I have drawings Sarah made me at special times, I have a light bulb from the very first love note she ever left me. I have the name of friends that have passed away, I have quotes from my favorite films, books, and songs, I have a drawing my best buddy Gregory Alan Isakov drew me just to get tattooed. I am covered in ink, and every single drop tells a different story. When I see them, I know these stories, when others see them, if they wish to know, they need only ask.

What’s been a surprising, and beautiful thing, is that many in my life that went over 30 years without ever even contemplating a tattoo, have since jumped into the inky waters and are now proudly sporting their own. Even my own parents, people who swore up and down and left and right that they’d never even consider it, are tattooed and love what they have. They joined the tattooed ranks as I, a few years back, wrote a poem after I invited anyone who wished to join in on the project, would be tattooed on all of their bodies. Almost 1500 people signed up, and so I split the poem up into single and double words, and to date, we’re almost halfway there for everyone getting their tattoo and sending me the photos. I will not stop until this project is complete, and it’s amazing that so many of my friends, family, and random acquaintances from my life joined in. One day, there will be an entire poem, walking around the planet earth in the form of tattoos, for this precise reason, I’ve always called it the Walking Poetry Project.

I’m excited to hear stories from you, the readers, about your tattoos, about your choices for your ink, the where, the why, the plans for more in the future. I think I agree with scientists when they call tattooing the “world’s oldest art form” and I think I will die with a body decorated in random stories, amazing memories, and the fingerprints of so many places I’ve been, people I’ve loved, and things I have seen.

If you don’t like them, that’s fine too. The beauty of this place, of art, is that we’re all allowed to make, to enjoy, and to be, whatever art form comes most naturally to us. There’s no need to explain, to reason, to justify. Be the art you want to be, share it how you need to share it.

All these slivers of my life, all these pieces of my past, I treasure them. And personally, I cannot wait to be that old guy walking in a t-shirt through a grocery store, everyone younger wondering what on earth it all means. Soon enough, for now, I’ve got more memories to make, more ink to add.

*Also, it should be noted, that ALL of my tattoos have been done by two people I love more than I can even express, and who have become family. Jami Daehn from Tattoo Sindicate in Helena, MT and Ramon ‘Spooky’ Rendon who does his thing down in southern California.

Ink on canvas flesh,

each a sliver of my life,

a piece of my past.

Haiku on Life by Tyler Knott Gregson


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Miranda Leigh's avatar

I have many tattoos and always admire them on others. It’s a beautiful art and expression of life, soul and character. My husband does not have any tattoos and I love that also. You do you and you can’t go wrong, and if you do go wrong you can always cover it up with more art! Love the idea of walking poetry. 💚

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

You do you is the best. Also, for anyone that wants to share their tattoos, if you find a pic of it, just click "Copy link location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Heather Banks's avatar

I only have one tattoo so far - a rainbow watercolour style blue bird with wings extended on the inside of my right wrist - a special honouring of my grandmother who loved the Wizard of Oz,

taught me to sing Somewhere Over The Rainbow and told me before she died that she would send her love in rainbows. Almost 30 years later when I ask for a sign a rainbow still appears. I love that all of the colours are a part of me now too.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

This sounds BEAUTIFUL. I am saying this to everyone, but: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Erica's avatar

I too, think of my ink as a narrative. A picture is worth a thousand words, or so they say, and each of my tattoos is a glimpse into who I am in ways I could never just tell you. I have a piece of the Walking Poetry Project, and it is one of my favourite stories to tell. Creating the image to accompany the words was an amazing way to connect to the poem. My husband and I celebrated our 25th anniversary with a tattoo commemorating the song that first brought us together and then reunited us after 11 years apart. For me ink is a permanent record of the things that make me who I am.

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Lisa Hedley's avatar

Wow, this story with your husband sounds breathtaking!

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

AHHHH I LOVE your anniversary tattoo! Saying this to everyone, too: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Kristine's avatar

Three and a half years ago my amazing husband was killed by a reckless driver while on his way to work at the age of 43. Three months later on his birthday, 9 of us, family and friends, got the same tattoo that he had on his left bicep. I was 44, and it was my first tattoo... now, I have two half sleeves. It became a form of therapy and expression for me. I soon realized that sitting for a three or four hour session was a pain that I had chosen... a pain that would have an end, something I could control. There are definitely more in my future... I would love to partake in the walking poetry project! Tell us more!

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Lisa Hedley's avatar

I’m so sorry about your husband! It sounds like you found a beautiful way to honor him, but also foster some personal wholeness from the loss. 💗

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Heather Banks's avatar

I’m so sorry for your loss too. I love that beautiful way your family all came together to remember him.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

Goodness Kristine, I am so, so sorry. I Love this story, what an honor to his memory. Also, If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Leiah's avatar

I just did a count and am a little surprised I have 6 now. a large purple rose on my shoulder covers a Cyrillic tattoo that was misspelled, so I have technically been inked 7 times. for me they help me remember and process chapters and chunks of life, especially the endings. I have a wrist tattoo tribute to Heath Ledger because his ending was so hard for me to process. my first tattoo was a battered (but not broken) heart inside my other wrist for the end of my first relationship.

I remember reading about the Walking Poetry Project and wishing I’d gotten involved. that poem will be incredible to see someday! also, I’m excited to share the fun fact of the origins of the word “tattoo” with everyone who will listen! thank you for that :)

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

SIX! THat's so rad. I'll do another WPP sometime, I promise. Also, saying this to everyone: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Lisa Hedley's avatar

I love all the reasons we get tattooed, even if I don’t always love the tattoos themselves. All of mine are symbols, intentions that I placed at various chakras or on my wrists where they invoke a commitment to devotional action…

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

Ahh these sound beautiful. Saying this again: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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aliasjennica's avatar

My first tattoo was “Love;” on my wrist. I waited years and years because I was too afraid of my dad’s anger. It’s four years old now. The second was the word inimitable on my other wrist. Then two pieces of your work (one in your writing even). The lyrics “cages or wings…fear or love” from Louder Than Words. On my right thumb is writ•er (n.) For now the last is five stars on my left hand. Three purple stars for myself and my two alive babies, and two smaller orange stars for my two angel babies.

These tattoos make me, me. That first one four years ago was how I started reclaiming myself when I started this huge journey of healing from trauma. These are the things that have kept me alive and remind me why I try so hard to stay that way on the hardest days.

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Laura Marsh's avatar

I like how these tattoos are tied to your journey to reclaim yourself and the stories they tell.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

I LOVE this. "These tattoos make me, me." YES. Times 1000. Also, saying it again: If you find a pic of them, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Karin's avatar

Love this. I didn’t realize you had so many, and like you, one of my daughters had one that left scar tissue and had to be removed. I got my first at 42. It’s a crescent moon and stars with my daughters names around it. The next two I got in 2018, one to honor my Mom’s passing. It’s a butterfly sitting on an echinacea flower. She was always telling me to take it so I wouldn’t get sick. The last one, which funnily enough I haven’t looked at for awhile, and did last night…is a sunflower that the artist made using sacred geometry. I put it on my right rib and it signifies a relationship that was everything to me. I like the idea of getting more as time goes by. If I ever get married again, I would rather have ink than a ring, because it’ll be forever.✨

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

These sound so beautiful Karin. As always, we'd love to see them if you are keen. Saying it again: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Janessa's avatar

Where in SoCal is your friend "Spooky"? I just moved back to Ventura and am looking for a new tattoo guy. 😁 I only have 2 so far. One for my best friend/soulmate who ended his life, and one for my daddy that I designed and also added a quote from a favorite character.

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Kevin Huish's avatar

I have several - each one represents a place I have lived. And my favorite tattoo is taken from the header of the menu , where I had the best meal of my life… so far.

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Laura Marsh's avatar

What was the header and what was the restaurant?

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Kevin Huish's avatar

Garde Manger in Montreal, Quebec

Was the restaurant

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Kevin Huish's avatar

ive tried to transfer the images...sorry Laura, the tech is beyond me trying to figure it out.

but the Header was a Mermaid holding a glass of champagne.

I switched the Mermaid to a Merman and it is on my inner bicep.

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Laura Marsh's avatar

Yes, I think Tyler said that we are unable to send images. Sounds like a good one- wish I could see it! I will try to remember the name of the restaurant the next time I’m in Montreal. Must have been quite the meal!

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Kevin Huish's avatar

It’s worth a visit. In Old Town near Norte Dame. There’s no signage, it’s one of those, IYKYK. Check it out. Amazing

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

Waiting on Substack to get their shit together and allow images in comments....grrr...In the meantime, if you have them anywhere, google drive or anything else, you can share the link.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

THAT is rad Kevin. SO rad. If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Rachel Small's avatar

I also love the idea of walking poetry! I have only one tattoo - a treble clef in memory of my grandma, who instilled a deep love of music in me. It serves to both remind me of her and to remind me to keep pursuing creativity in my life. My dad once hated the idea of me getting a tattoo, but he got teary (happy tears) when he saw my tattoo and I explained its meaning :) I hope to get another one soon.

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Amber Brenna's avatar

Love this! I’ve also thought about getting a tattoo to honor my grandma, she’s such an important person in my life.

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Rachel Small's avatar

I've never regretted it :)

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

I swear I'll do another WPP! This tattoo sounds beautiful. If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Amber Brenna's avatar

I have one tattoo and it’s the word wave in script on the side of my right foot. Honored to be part of the walking poetry project and have a reminder that I’m connected to almost 1500 other people around the world. My best friend and I were inspired to sign up together. It was a spontaneous decision that we both committed to easily and it serves as a reminder of our friendship and willingness to try new things. I’m so curious what the final project will turn out to be! To see everyone’s tattoos together in one walking poem photo collage/essay will be incredible.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

Honored to have youuuuu! I hope we can get so many more of people's photos soon! If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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McGraw Donovan's avatar

♥️ Love the stories tattoos tell. Love each of mine. Love that you were there for every single one of them! Love that we share a Montana tattoo and hopefully a few more from our upcoming adventures!

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

LOVE THIS SO MUCH too Wa. We need more. :)

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Laura Marsh's avatar

Today’s Signal Fire was serendipitous. I do not have a tattoo yet… but am going to get inked on the 28th/ next week! I’m so excited about this! I never thought I’d get one. Growing up, getting my ears pierced was a big deal. It sounds silly to say that I still “worry” about how my parents will react but I do. At the same time, at 55, (I know, high time to break free), I’m tired of always conforming to what people expect from me. Or, not doing things because I’m afraid of what they will say. Not that getting a tattoo is radical anymore- so many people have them. My oldest son got the coordinates of where we live on his forearm after his 18th birthday. I liked it and thought, why not? For his 20th birthday next week, he wants another tattoo so I said that would be his present and could I come along and get one, too? Then somehow we came up with the idea that the two of us and my younger son would also all get the same tattoo on our ankle- the sun and waves since they are my suns/sons and we live near a beach. My husband declined. I’m also getting the words “Be Not Afraid” on one wrist to remind me to take risks in my life as well as a quote by Emily Dickinson: “I am out with lanterns looking for myself” on my forearm. It is taken from a letter she wrote because she had just moved and was trying to locate all of her possessions but I have giving it a different meaning of trying to live more true to myself. Getting inked is a step in this ongoing process.

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Kevin Huish's avatar

i feel any tattoo should be personal...its part of you once you get it. good luck...

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

WE HAVE TO SEE IT! :) Please! If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Kit Williams's avatar

I got my first tattoo on my 18th birthday, a tiny lizard to represent Jim Morrison - The Lizard King - the first poet I loved. I now have many, and my piece of the Walking Poetry Project is one of my favourites. I love how my body is a living journal of my life, and of the types of tattoo that were popular at various times in my life - from the bold tribal styles of my 20’s to the super fine lines that are my most recent additions. I grew up with a dad who was very anti-tattoos and am the only one in my family who has any ink. I also grew up in Aotearoa, where the ta moko of the Māori people have immense cultural significance. I think this contributed to my respect of tattooing as an art form and as a deeply personal form of expression.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

Lizard King tattoo = Badass. "A Living journal" is the best way to put it. Ever. You're amazing. Saying it again: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Taylor J's avatar

I have two tattoos.

-One as a memory. It reads "Strength for today, hope for tomorrow."🤍💜

It's my favorite. By far... My mother and older brother also got their 1st tattoo when I got this one. It was after a very, very hard time in my life/ our lives.

My second one is a smaller one reading: "fearless" with an arrow before beginning of the word and after the end of the word (finishing out the arrow.)

I want one more and maybe something added into my one worded one.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

What a quote! I love this choice Taylor. Saying this again: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Natalie S's avatar

If any spots open up for the walking poetry project I’m game! I missed signing up when it started and will hold onto the dream of it happening again someday 🤞 In the meantime, tattoos 3, 4, and 5 are in the works.

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nf.'s avatar

I'm with you, Natalie!

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

I'm sure spots will! People will bail. :)

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nf.'s avatar

I was late to the WPP game and so wish I could be a part of it! There is definitely something there that grounds you by being connected to others across the world and in all walks of life. Please do let me know if I can join this beautiful movement.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

I'll keep you posted! I promise!

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Carly's avatar

My first tattoo I got when I was 18, my older sisters took me, the three of us have matching triquetras on our backs, with a quote from Little Women, “I could never love anyone as I love my sisters” it is my favorite of my tattoos and I think it always will be. My only tattoo regret is the tattoo I didn’t get, when I attended an art exhibit at a former prison turned artist commune where an artist was giving free tattoos of his choosing, I lost my nerve haha.

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Amber Brenna's avatar

What a special tattoo to share with your sisters! I also have two sisters, it’s a fun idea to think what we might get to represent our bond.

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

What a wonderful thing to share! Also, I wish I was there for that day, I totally woulda done it! Saying this again: If you find a pic of it, just click "Copy image location" and we can share them in comments that way until Substack lets you post images in comments. Soon hopefully.

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Robyn's avatar

I have two,.. I want a few more.

My first , a set of hieroglyphs in a cartouche on my back, I got the day I found out I was pregnant with my third child.

My second was in memorium of my beloved aunt IDAR, placed on my right shoulder the day before her memorial. It is an origami crane in a vibrant purple, it was her favorite symbol.

My next one, in honor of my graduation from university and beginning my career is going to be my favorite symbol , the Egyptian ankh which stands for life and the symbol for Ma’at which is truth .

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

Ooooh, that first tattoo sounds radddd. I love these.

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Robyn's avatar

Thank you,..I’m thinking of incorporating my next one into it.

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pickingplumeria's avatar

I only have one tattoo so far -- I want a buttload more but the money I save up for them always seems to go towards a more necessary purchase. :( Hoping to commemorate my 30th birthday with another one!

The tattoo I have is on my left arm, not a half sleeve but on the outward facing part of my arm and it takes up the whole space between elbow and shoulder. It's of a woman that is wrapped up in/protected by her dire wolf. This tattoo is a reminder (that sometimes I forget to remember) that I am protected. It is a reminder to grow and maintain a strong backbone; to stand up for myself and my beliefs and values.

This is a life lesson I feel like I am constantly learning but after two relationships with men who only wanted to manipulate and take advantage of 18-20 year old me, because I would just cave and make it all about them/do whatever they wanted/prioritize them over myself.... It was a specific reminder to love myself first and to put myself first and any man who didn't want to respect me for that would just not cut it anymore.

The next man I dated ended up being my husband. We have been together for seven years; married for three. :)

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Tyler Knott Gregson's avatar

I wanna see the tattoo :) I love this.

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